Today I woke up and the first thing that entered my mind was that I needed a cup of coffee. Not just any cup of coffee, but an enormous, hot, steaming cup of black rich coffee. The kind that actually tastes as good as it smells. But, as soon as the thought entered my mind I remembered that I am fasting coffee for 40 days. So, i trudged on got out of bed and tried to turn my yearning for some "wake up" juice into a desire for God. It worked pretty well too, until I got to work.
As I entered the doors of the church this morning the familiar and fragrant aroma of coffee hit me right between the nostrils. I actually wished that I still had my cold from the previous week so i would not have to smell anything. But still I held fast. Until, one of my fellow pastors ordered the largest most beautiful cup of coffee right in front of my face. I knew that I was being tested. It's Monday after all right? How can I face a Monday without my "go juice"?
Needless to say I have held strong and not given in to the countless temptations that have bombarded me since waking this morning. And I will continue to focus my desire fully on God and seek Him for his will in my life, family, and His church. Even if i can't keep my eyes open while doing it.
Prayer Focus: Pray that as we enter into this week that you would stay the course for the fast that he has guided you to. Focus upon His goodness and faithfulness in your life and seek his eternal will for your life today.
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ReplyDeleteI can't believe its only been 6 days!
ReplyDeleteI am already constantly thinking of HIM as I grocery shop, when I'm feeling hungry and preparing meals.
Years ago I had a friend that was fasting while in college...as I enjoyed my oooey-gooey grilled cheese sandwich with extra cheese in front of him...I thought I really didn't understand what fasting was for or why God would want anyone to do it.
Now, I know...that this is a very good way to , at least, keep our heavenly Father in the forefront and constantly in our minds...what he has done for us and the sacrifices we are doing for him. I find myself praying more daily-bring me closer to Him.
Thanks RR for motivating me to do this...as a group is definitely easier than trying it alone.